9:52 a.m. - 2006-03-02
marital
i had a run in last night and I feel pretty unsure about things right now. so strange.
4:43 p.m. - 2005-11-30
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there's music happening all the time. all the time. and I'm tired of this particular song.
I feel newly in love.
I ran into Steve at breakfast and it was only mildy awkward.
5:04 p.m. - 2005-11-02
gripe gripe
We are painting the kitchen "Apricot Lily" and is is better than white, but it's not vivid enough for me. Chris says it is relaxing, but I don't find it relaxing.
I will grow to love it, and then I will fantasize about changing it. Just like the pink in the bedroom.
Cheryl called me and I didn't answer because I didn't want to talk to her at the moment. "Why is Jobie coming in?!" I called her back on her cell phone and left a message as to why Jobie was coming in. I've been doing things to point out to her that she is behaving rashly and mean and needs to be a few bits more considerate of other people. As is, don't tell me to organize my space better and then come in and throw your jacket and purse and keys and some random stuff you got at the dollar store on my desk and make me move them whenever I want to work. So, when I got a note from her about my space problems, I immediately walked into the kitchen with a plastic bag full of sparkly red glitter not safe for food plates and said "What are these for? Why are they on my desk? What would you like me to do with them?"
I really wanted to kick her or something. I guess bosses are aound to second guess you all the time. I'm trying my best to be nice and calm to my staff, to treat them with respect and dignity. To thank them for doing a good job.
11:18 p.m. - 2005-10-31
actlikeitneverhappened
We're listening to Alan Singley right now, from his website. I ran into Alan at Cheryl's party and he's very nice to me all the time. He's someone you probably would like to have at all of your parties.
Speaking of parties my brother confirmed today over the phone that he is coming to portland for thanksgiving. i'm not into capitals right now. It's my brother's birthday, he is 33. In four months he will be 33 and 1/3, which is a bigger achievement.
My 26th birthday is coming up soon, which is awesome because I was born on the 26th so it's kind of a big birthday.
I'm tired of burnt bridges.
1:38 a.m. - 2005-10-30
Boys and Girls
The kitty just fucking hurt my arm with her kitty loving. Shit.
We're having a contest. He was so drunk last night that he agreed to eat my pussy for five minutes a day for a month. At dinner tonight he pretended that he never made such an agreement.
When you sleep with ladies they are pretty enthusiatic about pussy licking because they love it. Boys seem to have a different agenda. Thing is that I feel more comfortable eating a girl out than having to deal with a big cock in my mouth, no offense and I hate to be so vulgar, but that's the truth. Penis is ok, but ejaculation kind of scares me, and then I'm always worried about gagging. I hate the surprise.
I'm not a giant penis hater. Please don't think that about me. I offered, in return, five minutes of cock sucking a day for him for a month.
5:50 p.m. - 2005-10-26
kitty on lap
I've just reopened this thing. Here it is again. I'd kind of forgotten about it, but not really.
I have another blog, but I always thought this one was better. Maybe I'll write here with more private things, since a lot of people read my other one.
I miss my old friends.
